AILEEN: God damn it calm down, Selby! You wanna know why, huh? (loud whisper) — Cause I f—ing killed someone. I killed someone. The night I stood you up. I got raped, beat to f— and was gonna get killed but I didn’t wanna lose you and all I could think about was how you’d never know I meant to be there and you’d think I stood you up for the rest of your life and I couldn’t stand to die knowing you coulda loved me… so I f—ing killed him. Shot him dead. Alright? Now you know me! So f—ing run like the wind… It had to be done.